I know hate is a tough word to use but that is how I feel. My wife has been in poor health for sometime now. Through the years she has been both physically and verbally abusive. She has hit me with empty plastic bottles off and on for years. To me hitting another person is wrong. It has been discovered that I have a health problem that is worse than what thought. I have started working with a physical therapist that is wonderful and positive. If I would leave my wife I would lose my healthcare coverage. I am just so miserable and just don’t know what to do? Another thing is the question of how would I survive? When my wife got so sick I had to stop working.