Most days of our lives are pretty mundane and there are times that we just want to not deal with something. That happened to me today and I came within an eyelash of just not following through on something I really needed to go do. What a mistake that would have been because there was this caring loving angel awaiting me and her spirit radiated the space around her. In this journey called life so often we just want to walk away and not deal with something and when we don’t follow through there is no way of knowing what might have been awaiting. As this angel spends her night somewhere I hope she is safe and is being watched over and gets a peaceful nights rest.
Day: July 16, 2019
The last couple of weeks life has hit me pretty good. Being told that medically you can’t be doing things that you have done for decades is tough. It’s what I have known for as long as I can remember however the risk are simply too great. It is also a case of looking at your on mortality in a much more serious way. We all hear of people who are much younger that just drop dead for no apparent reason. Yet we continue to fret over things that really do not matter. The older we get of course we get the privilege of dealing with aging parents etc. Isn’t life grand?
I do wonder what I should do next? The only thing I do know for sure is sitting around complaining about this change isn’t going to help!